Despite the tangle of uncertain feelings that this conversation is pulling to the surface, the notion of Viola confessing her feelings to him makes Aris smile, the expression bright at first but rendered bittersweet with embarrassment and uncertainty. That wouldn't happen. But if it did, he can't help but wonder what poem she'd have to go along with it.
"...If she was direct with me, I think my heart'd just about beat out of my chest," he says, lowering his eyes again and resuming the restless shoe-tapping, "I get what you mean, but I dunno...do those romantic rom-com scenarios every actually happen? I feel like if they feel the same way, it'd be exciting no matter what as long as you meant it."
Instantly charmed, Viola leans in again and rests her elbow on her knee with her knuckles against her temple. Looking up at him from this angle, his smile unobscured by a bear's snout, she almost thinks she recognizes him. But then the magic of the mask does its work and she is unsure again. Better not to think too hard about it or she might lose her mind. Who knows what sorts of tricks the faeries play? Besides, she doesn't think any of her friends are this helplessly smitten. Surely, she would know.
She plucks a blade of grass from its shaft as she considers his question, slowly so that the tender green shoot slides out in one, clean piece. "But what if they just don't feel the same way?" She raises one eyebrow, hidden behind her rabbit mask, "Yet."
This brings Aris fully back to earth and he nods slowly a few times before turning his gaze back to the girl and pointing a finger in her direction to acknowledge the point. "The other reason it's scary," he responds, tone superficially chipper but with an underlying resignation, before dropping his hand, "But it can go the other way too. What if they do feel the same way but neither of you ever say anything? Or if telling them would be what makes them think about you a different way? It's all..."
The words to describe what it is are beyond him and exhales a laughing sigh as he drops back in the grass. His mask jostles a bit and one panicked hand flies to his face to make sure it's still in place before he says anything else.
"...I dunno. Maybe you just have to listen to your heart after all and hope for the best."
Edited (Very late seeing this typo.) 2020-03-09 14:47 (UTC)
Somehow, Viola always expects that everyone around her has their business sorted and she is alone in her confusion, regardless of the continuous evidence to the contrary. She isn’t quite delighting in the bear’s spiral back to square one but she is, at least, commiserating.
Well, maybe she is delighting a little. It’s reassuring to talk to someone who seems to be grappling with the same conundrums that she is, but more importantly, it’s captivating to watch someone wallow in heartsickness. It’s endearing. She’s endeared. “And your heart is telling you not to,” she asks with a coy grin, raising her free hand in air quotes, “do that stuff?”
Aris' immediate response to this is a guilty you caught me sort of smile but he doesn't say anything until he's pushed the thimble into the pocket of his jeans. The token might protect him from faeries (maybe??), but it also seems to be making him fidgety. "That might be more of a brain thing than a heart thing. For once," he acknowledges and pauses again before adding more slowly, "Like...I don't think she sees me like that anyway. And I don't want to mess things up because things are good. Even without all the..."
He waves his hand absently in reference to everything he's said before. Relationships and how they end. The feelings he can't articulate.
Looking up at the girl, he asks, "...I'm a hypocrite, huh?"
A Curious Little Bear & An Uncertain Rabbit
"...If she was direct with me, I think my heart'd just about beat out of my chest," he says, lowering his eyes again and resuming the restless shoe-tapping, "I get what you mean, but I dunno...do those romantic rom-com scenarios every actually happen? I feel like if they feel the same way, it'd be exciting no matter what as long as you meant it."
A Curious Little Bear & An Uncertain Rabbit
She plucks a blade of grass from its shaft as she considers his question, slowly so that the tender green shoot slides out in one, clean piece. "But what if they just don't feel the same way?" She raises one eyebrow, hidden behind her rabbit mask, "Yet."
A Curious Little Bear & An Uncertain Rabbit
The words to describe what it is are beyond him and exhales a laughing sigh as he drops back in the grass. His mask jostles a bit and one panicked hand flies to his face to make sure it's still in place before he says anything else.
"...I dunno. Maybe you just have to listen to your heart after all and hope for the best."
A Curious Little Bear & An Uncertain Rabbit
Well, maybe she is delighting a little. It’s reassuring to talk to someone who seems to be grappling with the same conundrums that she is, but more importantly, it’s captivating to watch someone wallow in heartsickness. It’s endearing. She’s endeared. “And your heart is telling you not to,” she asks with a coy grin, raising her free hand in air quotes, “do that stuff?”
A Curious Little Bear & An Uncertain Rabbit
He waves his hand absently in reference to everything he's said before. Relationships and how they end. The feelings he can't articulate.
Looking up at the girl, he asks, "...I'm a hypocrite, huh?"